Somewhere in the middle of the night I always go to check on Ruby and tuck her in. Last night as I pulled her blankie up she opened her eyes and said just then in my dreams I thought of Roki lifting his head so high on the bolster and closed her eyes again as if nothing happend.
Should my three year old be dreaming such heavy things? I am not sure, according to her this morning she dreamt about Rudolph biscuits. One thing is certain is that there is a strong underlying current in this house, we may not always talk about it, we may not be aware that we live and breathe it but it’s there and we hope Roki that you know we live, breathe and dream your wellbeing. We so want you to get well, with everything we do every day we may forget to tell you. It’s in all the hands and smiles of people that help you every day, it’s in all times we tell you to lift your head, crawl and move.
Am I worried that Ruby dreams such heavy dreams, well perhaps but she is only speaking what we all dream of.
Just then in our dreams Roki we think of you always. You are the bravest little soul we know.